Saturday, March 15, 2008
frm the bottom of my heart
were suppose to go studi at mac today.. but rubbers said wanna go leon hse.. i sian 1/2 liao.. fine. nvm... cose i realli wanna finish up my hmwk.. i no if we go leon hse.. we wont do de.. went to find them at ard 8... stella called me and said tat they are going belle hse instead of leon... told me to meet at the traffic light... but they forget bout me.. nvm.. watched incredible tales at belle hse.. the show boring one lorr... wanted to change to dead silience.. but her bro came back.. so we got to leave.. slack at the plygrd.. singing songs... me, shang, leon dun wan to go hm too early.. so we went to mac to find xy & elaine.. chat awhile b4 going home.. cose shang need to catch the last bus.. if not.. he got to walk home..
friends for so long? change number.. told everyone.. but not me.. i was laughing at myself.. wat happened last tym.. we were good friend?? erm.. can be said as close friend.. whenever u got any unhappy things.. u will tell me.. bcose of one stupid conflict.. i lost my friend? and i had cause others to lose theirs friends as well.. i read some others blog.. i apologise tat the stupid conflict started bcose of me.. I AM SORRY..
bcose of tat conflict.. those who are used to be close and good friends.. now bcame enemy? or mayb just hibye friends.. its really really hard to concentrate on everyone when going out.. tats y.. i always wanted a small grp when going out..
if we go out.. and i nv call anyone of u.. i apologise too.. i got more den 20 friends in sch.. imagine u urself have to call every single one of them.. will u be fair up? every outing i have to be the organiser.. if i dun be the organiser.. who wans to be? asked to meet at mac? u all can be at pasar malam?? w/o telling those who are meeting... y?? mayb bcose i not there? i am not saying tat i am important.. is lyk i have to arrange everything nicely for u all... things dun turn out right.. the 1st blame will be given to the organiser.. just lyk wat happened during my chalet.. if the organiser forget or nv call someone... the 1st to tio gan is the organiser.. aft my chalet.. i told myself i dun wan to organise anything.. i just leave to u guys.. we are all just friends.. no rubberband or wateva thinky.. u can choose to go out wif who and so ever.. rubberband is to make things easy for us... this is all frm the bottom of my heart la.. i dun mean to offence anyone.. this is just hw i feel..
开心 , 伤心 , 都是一天 , 为什么不要开心的过一天
wiLLiam
wiLLiam
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